Myself right now , "Weirdie Guy "

I know i know , maybe you don't like my font cause it's too big or something else but it's how i feel right now and besides all the politic shit i have been writing these past years i had now the idea to write something about myself . You see , I've been through a lot the last 2012 year , many things have changed not only around me but inside me as well . From a simple romantic deep shit guy who believed in peace and true love i became a person that already is seeing things the other way. Now my soul is enchanted with a dark spell , a great wall that has been rising around me for about half a year .  I become a little bit more cold heart'ed but I'm still trying to be the same thankful guy who was always smiling even if inside my soul was crying .
You know how they say " The one who always smiles is the one that always cries inside" . I'm at least very thankful that i have great but not so many friends , that are always going to help me and be always beside me ( ok not always cause i love taking a shower by myself orrrr maybe with my future girlfriend :3 ) .
The 2013 year started nicely  , i met some new people , and im talking to them everyday , and were like having fun ( i think so :D ) .  I haven't yet got depressed only a lil bit right now but int's not so much of a problem . I got to think about it now just because there was an anonymous person that had written me a lot of things that he feels like knowing but in the reality he doesn't know shit about me.... And the sad thing is that I'm not sad on the person but on his thought cause i think a deserve much more for being the guy i am right now. Well it was something i had to write to get released by all this hatred and reveal once again my bright side )
 I really have to fall in love , or maybe i am already but i don't wanna disturb the friendly bond that is between us right now , maybe later it depends on how i will feel and how the persons i like so much will negotiate with my feelings but if everything will be according my thought well i think it will be a long lasting relationship and a very happy one cause i like tea ( that was something useless to write right now ...oh well i had to cause I'm a weirdie too :D . I think at least one person will read this post and not try to critic me but instead i would like him or you who are reading now to understand the things im writing now and feel himself in my skin .. uhh not so pleasent but well xD.  I am very thankful once again to all of you and i hope my dreams will come true soon cause one has already became true and i have another one right now ;)

I can't explain you that moment when you have been doing a thing for almost like 14 years and you have got great success in it . Became country champion , European Champion twice and then at last WORLD Champ.
Yep , i'm talking about me , I've been through a lot  to get there but now it feels so wrong....Like it's not me who did it , all my life and childhood i loved art ...loved something beautiful but now all i'm doing id just some daily routine as when your waking up on Mondays....something like that. 

Our world is a hard place to live in ....We think everything is OK but there's a lot of blood shed everywhere , corruption , greed & slavery.
It's so hard to keep something you've worked so hard on living in your soul and it's so easy killing it just by saying " I Quit".
I don't know if i'm even doing it right...i don't want to quit but i still don't want to continue it without a change .Sorry for borrowing 5 minutes of your precious lifetime just for listening me...but it helps).

Love is an emotion of a strong affection and personal attachment Love is also said to be a virtue representing all of human kindness, compassion, and affection —"the unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another". Love may describe compassionate and affectionate actions towards other humans, one's self or animals.

In English, love refers to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from pleasure ("I loved that meal") to interpersonal attraction ("I love my partner"). "Love" may refer specifically to the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love, to the sexual love of eros, to the emotional closeness of familial love, to the platonic love that defines friendship, or to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love, or to a concept of love that encompasses all of those feelings. This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, compared to other emotional states.

Love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts.

Love may be understood as part of the survival instinct, a function to keep human beings together against menaces and to facilitate the continuation of the species.

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                                   Trust ?

Trust is the very thing that everybody in this world desires, or at least should desire from one another. Who wants to have a friendship or relationship without trust? Nobody does. Without trust, there is no friendship, and without friendship, there is no love. I believe that trust is an even greater compliment than to be loved! I believe George Macdonald said it best when he stated "To be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved." When I read this quote for the first time, I thought to myself, "Wow that is so true. How can you be loved if you are not trusted first?"

        It is a special thing to be trusted by someone. To be told you are trusted is an even greater feeling, but you should never take advantage of that trust. Taking advantage of somebody's trust in you is never a good thing and will only lead to distrust. If somebody took advantage of my trust, I would be very skeptical of them the next time they needed me to do something for them or asked something of me. Trust should be valued highly and seen as a true bond between two friends or mates. It should be thought of as the glue in the relationship.

        I think of myself as a very trusting person. I believe that I have a very strong judge of character when it comes to meeting somebody for the first time. When I first look at somebody I can sort of tell how there personality is or how easy they might be to talk to. Just by looking at the way they sit or stand, talk, and listen, I will be able to tell if I will get along with that person well. This also goes for trusting somebody. Maybe I tend to trust people a little too much when I first meet someone but that is just the way I am. Though I do not fully trust them, I believe I can trust in them to help me with something minor I ask of them or tell them. I usually have no problem trusting somebody unless I can tell there will be a problem. If they break my trust in them, it will take a lot to re-gain that trust back if they can at all.

        Having somebody to trust is a wonderful feeling. Knowing that you have somebody to talk to about anything you might have going on in your life is great. The feeling of being trusted might possibly be one of the best feelings you will ever know. It is great when you can help somebody when you are trusted just by having a talk with them about something they need help with or need advice on. If you do not know of anybody you truly trust, then I believe that you should find someone and build that friendship with a glue called trust and maybe you will help that person and even yourself in ways you've never known.

Trust is both and emotional and logical act. Emotionally, it is where you expose your vulnerabilities to people, but believing they will not take advantage of your openness. Logically, it is where you have assessed the probabilities of gain and loss, calculating expected utility based on hard performance data, and concluded that the person in question will behave in a predictable manner. In practice, trust is a bit of both. I trust you because I have experienced your trustworthiness and because I have faith in human nature.

We feel trust. Emotions associated with trust include companionship, friendship, love, agreement, relaxation, comfort.

There are a number of different ways we can define trust. Here are the dimensions of trust and consequent definitions.