Fight back!

Let me tell you something you already know. The World ain't  all sunshine and rainbows, it's a very mean and nasty place and i don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you permanently if you let it. You and nobody is going to hit as hard as life, but it ain't about how hard you hit it's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward,how much you can take and keep moving forward....That's how winning is done. Now if you know what you worth go out and get what you worth. But you got to be willing to take the hits and not pointing fingers and say your not were you want to be because of him or her or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you.

The Black&White God.

There was a man who was constantly suffering. He was too hot, then too cold. He had too much then too little, he wanted to scream from joy, then wanted to hide in the corner from angst. The stress was making his heart grow callous, his body deteriorate and his thoughts freeze in his head and when he stopped changing at all, Death came and took him away.
-Well, did you like living ? Death asked. 

-Yes and no. Life has sun and pleasure and love...but also cold and disappointment and pain. But more than that i couldn't find any meaning in it at all.
Death smirked.
-When you left the world of the living there was a meaning, but you lost it there. Well, I'll give you some advice on how to fix this. Talk to the Three Teachers and they'll help you remember it all.
After this words Death turned into a moth and darkness fell. the darkness was still and dense like a rock.
- It is so scary and cold! said the man. I'll never be able to find anyone in this sticky darkness...
--I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU!
It was the first teacher- the Black God. He dwelled deep down and was darkness incarnate.
He said that Man's soul constantly radiates both happiness and suffering and so Man is really the prime cause of everything. But only when balance will reigns in a Man's soul,  freedom will rule his empire.
FREEDOM!!!
-I've been waiting for you...
It was the second Teacher-  the white God.
He dwelled high above and was light incarnate. He taught man that eternity is in the present and that the future and the past are only different forms of human memory. But only when Man wont live in the past and won't run into the future  his empire is going to be ruled by freedom.
-Why aren't you looking for the third Teacher ? asked Death.
then the man replied.
-I've been waiting for you. I wanted to tell you about the Black and White Gods. They were talking about the same things and yet about different things.
-So what were they talking about ?
-They were talking about me! I am the one who chooses between black and white. I choose between good and evil, between action and inaction. The world and I are united, and we both fill each other up.
when i bring beauty into this world it becomes magnificent. When i bring destruction, it becomes pitiless. That's the whole meaning now i remember!
-Well you found the third teacher. said Death. Your own self...now go and tell the people about it.
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The Black Gods speaks of the earth and those living upon it and inside of it. The White God speaks of the sky and those living overhead. The Black God helps us to be closer to our roots. The White God calls for us to get on the road. The Black God doesn't let us forget. The White God opens up the future. The Black God is inside you. The White God is around you. The Black God is Self. The White God is Self. The whole world is rocking, but in balance. There is no rest anywhere or in anything. Rest gets destroyed by time. Rest gets destroyed by the outside world. Rest is unstable. One who knows how to keep balance...now on the left, now on the right, now above, now below, now inside, now outside..is able to be over the world. This very Man is able to be the emperor of the Black God and the White God. Joy always turns into grief. Tears always turn into laughter. Tender thing become rough over time. Friendship turns into love. Love into habit. Habit into hatred . Hatred into solace. Solace into curiosity. Curiosity into friendship. The Black God turns into the White God. The White God turns into the Black God. When the Black God comes out into the light  then he becomes gray like everything else around. When the White God descends into the darkness, he becomes gray like everything else around. When the Black God looks at the White God and the White God looks at the Black God  everything takes on color. When the Black God and the White God become one, the self emerges. Consciousness is the White God. The body is the Black God. The Self is the Black God and White God. The Self is who remembers what has passed and thinks about what will happen. The Self is neither the past nor the future. The Self is right now. The whole world is eternal now. The Self is the center of this world. The Self is the center of its own reality.